When you said you loved me I wish you really did.

I know it hurts. I know it hurts to take assumptions of the anxious, human mind of yours, that maybe they’re doing something other than what they told you. I know it hurts to unfold the devastating truth that they lied to you, maybe multiple times. Yes I know it hurts when they tell you that they can’t sleep with you tonight, when you need them most. It does hurt. But you know what,  
It hurts for them when you to point out the most unfaithful assumptions that they would commit while you are gone. It hurts for them to know that you still hold all the grudges of the past, when they actually changed for you. It hurts when you put all your frustration and anger out only to them, when you didn’t get something that only you wanted. 

Yes you were hurt
But you also hurt them. 

Blistered lips, twisted tongue
I put back the lies where they begun.